pros and cons

I don't have time to blog right now, I'm moving into my VERY OWN apartment in 6 days! I just finished my summer II class on Wednesday, I got an A! And now I am moving. In this summer I've reflected a lot, I was living my life for other people and this summer I thought about what is truly important to me and living independently is important to me.

I'm scared, I'm not going to lie. I am scared. Money worries me, not knowing people, finding a job, getting lost in a new place, it all scares me. But it's time that I face these fears and live my life for me. I will miss being close to my mom, I have so much fun hanging out with my mom on Saturday mornings. I'll miss my puppy, Allan is my baby and I love him so much. I'll miss my dad, we got to know each other a lot better this summer, I'm glad that we did. I'll miss being with my friends in the dorm whenever and having "smoke breaks" with them.

All the sadness and worries aside, I am so excited to have my own place! I love the layout, I love that it is my place. I picked it and I'm doing what I what think is best for me right now. I'm living close to my friends, on my own and in an apartment that just feels right. I'm thrilled! 6 days!

I'm Moving!

I will have my very own apartment in two weeks! I am sooo excited. I have my bathroom decor completed, now I just need a loveseat, microwave and some throw pillows and I'm set. I am the happiness girl in the world today! I love love love my apartment and it's mine, all mine! This is the right thing for me, I just know it. I'm living close to the office, which as a single gal living alone of the first time, it's an added bonus.

I am so happy. I feel very cofident in this move!